The short of it is I rode
the Whitney Classic, from beginning to end, in one, long, eighteen-hour
push. The long of it is what follows.
Sunrise and ten miles left to the finish line |
Friday was a hectic day. We all know what those days are like with
their impossibly long lists of last minute tasks. A last minute oil change, a last minute
grocery run, a last minute self-administered haircut, you know the drill. I finally hit the road at 2:15pm only to
realize I had forgotten my bike. That
gave me a good laugh and I hit the road again with my bike and my two trusty
SAG drivers, Blair and Whitney. We missed
a turn east of L.A., got back on track, and rolled into the shadow of Mt.
Whitney around 6:30pm to the greetings of many friends from my previous life in
the mountains. I ate the biggest,
greasiest burger I could find in the tiny town of Lone Pine, spent some time
singing praises to God, then nested a little home into the back of my truck
just like I used to. It’s pretty quiet
out there and my brain was still whirring with anticipation, so after my normal
bed routine I sat on the tailgate listening to the moonlit pastures swish in
the breeze and staring towards Death Valley.
As usual, I couldn't sleep even when I did lie down. I lay with my eyes closed for some time,
eventually drifting into unmemorable dream.
Managing my morale |
Say what you will about
endurance athletes, they’re fat kids at heart.
A big event like the Whitney Classic is just a great excuse to eat as
much as one possibly can. I had my first
breakfast at 7am and my second at 11am and never stopped eating throughout the
ride. Five ham sandwiches, an arsenal of
gel packets, another arsenal of Cliff shot blocks, Luna bars, chips and salsa,
potato chips, chocolate covered espresso beans, rice-crispy treats, chocolate
chip cookies, coffee, pulled pork, bacon, sausage, eggs..I ate them all over
the course of 24 hours and was glad of it before the end.
My only hiatus from
eating was during the couple hours before the start of the ride. I didn’t want my body to be generating any
extra heat from digestion during the first desert stage. After a safety talk, some photos, and a
prayer, we departed Badwater at 3pm.
Badwater is a pond of naturally poisoned water at the lowest point in
North America and record-holder for the world’s hottest temperature. It’s painful to imagine the first prospectors
in 1849 stumbling across the pond in the deadly heat only to find more death in
the saline and mineralized water.
Through the heat, which stayed
at a cool 110 degrees, my SAG team kept me hydrated with electrolytes and
douses of water. My friend Erica and I
decided to stay together as long as we could during the ride which helped the first
50 miles to roll by quickly. By 9pm we
were through the first of three mountain passes. It was dark when we rolled over the summit
and a full moon was peering over the rim of mountains. I hit 50 miles per hour on the backside of
the pass, my jacket flapping like a flag in a hurricane, and coasted into the
sand dunes below. As one might expect,
the desert comes alive at night when the temperatures return to a sensible
level
(mid-eighties), and the moonlight helps one to take it in.
The next pass was much
steeper than the first but proved less of an obstacle. At this point, my spirits were high and Erica
and I stopped often to take in the night and even play a song on the
ukulele. The wind picked up as we snaked
our way up another 5,000 feet.
As the temperature
dropped, so did my frame of mind. After
summiting the second pass, sleep deprived and growing weary, Erica determined
that I was weaving too much on the road and needed to do something to wake
up. The best remedy for drowsiness is,
of course, caffeine which I took in the form of yet another gel packet, but the
second best remedy is silliness, which I took in the form running through the
desert, hopping bushes and squawking like a pterodactyl. This sort of thing and the lights of Lone
Pine got us to the foothills of Mt. Whitney at around 5am where we choked down
some oatmeal and coffee at the second to last checkpoint.
At Lone Pine we had
already ridden 122 miles and gained over 10,000 ft. of elevation. We had only 4,600 feet left to climb in the
final 13 miles. We turned north at the
stoplight to head out of town, and as we creaked our weary way up the final
stretch the early sun’s rays reflected off our backs. Though my morale rose with the sun, with a
mere four miles lying between us and the finish line, I found myself
dry-heaving in the bushes along the side of the road at the brink of the
steepest miles. I leaned against my
truck and suckled a gel packet. I knew
that suffering awaited me and if I proved unable to ride them, I was prepared
to take off my shoes and walk my bike the few final miles. This, however was unnecessary. Being most inspired by ideas, I had typed up a
few of my favorite quotes and given them to my SAG drivers to read to me if
ever I needed it. As I leaned against
the truck and stared down at the pavement I heard Blair’s voice reading from
one of my favorite books. Something, I’m
not sure what, changed in me. At the
words “…it is not danger I love. I know what I love. It is life,” I mounted the
bike again and began climbing quickly. I
found that my legs had more strength than I realized and a long section of road
was soon behind me. I don’t know how,
but the final mile became as easy as the first.
Like the flip of a switch, I suddenly felt utterly assured and
completely content. I was at peace and
no longer feared the pain of enduring. I
could laugh and smile and talk while riding.
All doubt had been wiped from my mind.
A group of strangely devoted friends who had stayed up all night at check-points, decided to run the final miles with us. |
Though I awoke early and
went to class, by the end of the tedious lecture I was feeling sick enough
to excuse myself and go home. At the
beginning of class, my quads and hamstrings were beginning to realize what I’d
done to them—by the end of class they were in utter revolt. So, as it turns out, I’m learning a bit of
practical physiology. Even though they
don’t appear active, bodies in recovery continue to require copious water for
days after endurance events. Though I
was very hydrated during the ride, I woke the next night with dry lips, a head
ache, and urine like lemon Jello mix. After
class, I shirked my duties, left my gear piled on the floor, and spent most of
the day in bed. When Ibuprofen had
worked enough magic to get me up and moving, I trudged over to Starbucks to
begin typing this account. But that was
a week ago now, and I’ve returned to finish this draft.
The final mile |
“There are certain things
which can only be learned at the brink of one’s potential.” That’s what I wrote in my donation request
and it’s proven true. There are things I
learned though 18 hours on a bike that I would not have learned from normal
life. I've relearned how strong
friendships are forged in the fire of suffering. I've learned that just as nutrition is
important to manage, morale
management is just as important. Low spirits can end an event as quickly as
dehydration. Surely this applies to many
aspects of life. But these things could
probably be learned elsewhere than on the brink of one’s potential. The strongest and truest lesson I've learned,
the one that could not have come from elsewhere, is less of a lesson than an
alteration. The slightest
transformation. It’s just this—I am more
confident. I can. I hit the glass wall, sent shards of glass
flying every which way, and persevered.
Of course I relied on the loyal support of a team in order to
succeed. I was not autonomous but
interdependent, but no one else could make me keep going, it was my
choice. And that continued choosing,
choice after choice, is what I was seeking, what was used as a tool to change
me in the subtlest way, and what could only be learned on the brink.
Concerning the fundraising for Summit Adventure, it was very successful. Generous donors gave a staggering $81,000 during the event which will go far in coordinating transformational adventure courses. Through the support of friends and family I was able to contribute $410 to the ministry, which was not quite my goal of $700. If you are interested in helping me finish my fundraising, your help would be extremely welcome. Just donate at http://www.summitadventure.com/store/donation and mention my name in the comments section. Otherwise, I'll be robbing the local 7 Eleven and making my getaway on a bike (just kidding, I'll probably make the getaway in my truck). Seriously, thanks for your support during the Whitney. It was a great experience for me and I appreciate your contributions (and those that are yet to come). Hopefully I'll see you soon.
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Concerning the fundraising for Summit Adventure, it was very successful. Generous donors gave a staggering $81,000 during the event which will go far in coordinating transformational adventure courses. Through the support of friends and family I was able to contribute $410 to the ministry, which was not quite my goal of $700. If you are interested in helping me finish my fundraising, your help would be extremely welcome. Just donate at http://www.summitadventure.com/store/donation and mention my name in the comments section. Otherwise, I'll be robbing the local 7 Eleven and making my getaway on a bike (just kidding, I'll probably make the getaway in my truck). Seriously, thanks for your support during the Whitney. It was a great experience for me and I appreciate your contributions (and those that are yet to come). Hopefully I'll see you soon.
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